do sneak cigarettes late at night

they pulled my hair at charm school.

they stole my guestbook during rolecall.

down with mary mcCarthy + august 1st. 05 = 7:57 p.m.

today i go to the most mammoth apartment i've ever seen in nyc. located on the upper west side and owned by my boss. i think it had approx. 100 rooms connected by long hallways and short hallways and hallways with twists and turns. i wanted to empty it of its entire catolog of contents (cluttered! i wish i could reveal to you what said contents are, alas, that privacy/workplace thing!) and fill it with all of the 8000 books i have in storage somewhere in massachusetts.

the subway ride tonight was full of blue seats and babies crying and babies not crying and spilled coffee from the a.m. hours and a couple from switzerland missing their stop,

i was reading article on henry roth in the new yorker while listening to sleater-kinney. underlining sentences and pretending i will be going back to school most soonly.

xoxo

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