they pulled my hair at charm school.

they stole my guestbook during rolecall.

fractions & fiction + june 3. 2005 = it's such a staggering,

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10:42 a.m. on friday morning, smith st.

white ADT van parked outside. taxi advertising joe's jeans. boy at the coffee shop has day off tomorrow and is it going to be nice? no, weather report is littered with the wrong words. sometimes it really seems like the only thing keeping me going as of late is the city or the idea of the city. noise and crowds. all of the potential connections. buildings at night with their piles of lit windows. car services at midnight with their dark backseats and background noise of radio static. dispatchers murmuring different addresses and intersections one could arrive at. it's all falling apart for me __ but the idea of it remains. think often of didion and her empty apartment with the curtains blowing in.

+ p l a y: +

Things Are What You Make Of Them Bishop Allen
Kamera Wilco
Freeze The Saints Stephen Malkmus
Magic Hour Fruit Bats
Tell You Now Le Tigre
Sunshowers M.I.A.
Love Mos Def
The World Is Yours Nas
Down By The River Neil Young
tossing+turning outputmessage
War On War Wilco
Heavy Metal Drummer Wilco
Ageless Beauty Stars
The Yellow Sprout Machine - Christopher Willits
yeah (pretentious mix) lcd soundsystem
Your Ex-Lover Is Dead Stars
It's All in My Mind Teenage Fanclub

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